maybe not morning sickness...

Today was absolutely atrocious. I actually had thoughts of, 'why did we do this!!', which is horrible. And wondered how I could get through the next 2 months. I went for a walk in the morning and then to story time with Joshua, Ellie and Kimberly. I think that was it. It was hot and I may have been more affected than I realized at the time. I got a drink at the end of the walk but it probably wasn't enough. I gave Joshua a snack when we got home but I don't think I ate anything myself. So my tummy got empty and I was probably having a touch of heat exhaustion. I slept with Joshua for two hours had a bit of food and felt a little better after that but then returned to supreme nausea and chills. When I realized what was going on this evening, I made an effort to keep eating little bits of food and move slowly to get things done. Seems to have worked. I am not nearly as sick feeling. I can deal with this amount of nausea. So off to bed and hopes that I can sleep tonight.