Dreams

I remember vivid dreams in my third trimester with Joshua. Well I had two last night and they were so upsetting! In the first, the baby's arms had come out first. We got to a clinic, not a hospital and the dr examined me and told me I was having a girl and then left. I was so worried about the baby but no one was doing anything. My whole family was there watching and saying things that upset me. I went to look for someone to help and found Joshua's pediatrician. She said we needed to have the baby so I went back to the room and they set out the equipment to give me an epidural. But no one would tell me what was going on. I told them I didn't want the epidural and no one would listen so I left again but I was just so worried about the baby. It was really upsetting.

After I woke up and fell back to sleep I dreamt that my water broke. Everyone was dilly dallying taking me to the hospital and I was trying to find clothes to wear and nothing was working. I woke up again and just decided to get up. No need to risk having another dream!